I finally did it. After all this while, after so long… i really did it.
I have to give up on shopping, i cant buy any luxury items for myself, i have to stopped going to all the good restaurants, i will not be able to go traveling anymore, i might have to worry on how to pay for my bills. It is all too frightening, so much to give up on, i almost cant bear to do it, i almost lost my courage.
Despite all these, i still did it, what i have been thinking about for the longest time of my life.
This must be the most daring decision i have ever made.
I cant imagine how i will be waking up with a smile on my face one month later.
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1st June 2009
moi
Software Engineer
XXX
Dear K,
I am writing to formally notify you that I am resigning from my position as Software Engineer with XXX. My last day of employment will be 30th June 2009, as per the responsibilities under the terms of my employment contract.
This was not an easy decision to make, on my part. The past 3 years have been very rewarding. I’ve enjoyed working for you and also with the team. I appreciate the opportunities I have been given at XXX and your professional guidance and support. I wish you and the company success in the future.
Yours sincerely,
moi
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To be precise, i have been in the company for 5 years. Such a long time.
I was just a young girl back then, with short hair and lotsa aspirations. Now, i’m so much older, with long hair and lotsa dreams abandoned.
I hope that i can get back my dream.
and I hope that i can survive without a stable income!
