Jimbaran, Bali Indonesia

5 days 4 nights, is definitely not enough for all the fun and relaxation!

A girl definitely needs her …

Was really really busy for the past month. Lots of stuff to do. Interesting stuff, I really do enjoy, but it can be really tiring and stressful at time.

I used to be spending time aimlessly. Kept on thinking about the past, the past me who liked what i was doing, driven, motivated, and always ready for more goals. The time when work was fun and fun at work. Love to work and work to love. Friends at work and work with friends. No matter how much i dwell on it, the past, will always stay as the past. I was becoming complacent and lost myself. I teared thinking about how restless I was, how I changed to be just some stupid and brainless girl. Worse still, I’m already too old to be a girl. I am used to be thinking of switching jobs all the time, used to be thinking of taking up part-time academic courses, used to be thinking of learning culinary, used to be thinking of getting a car, used to be thinking of a bigger house. Lots of thinking, but no pursuit at all. I think I managed a small break through. Stopped the “used to be thinking” cycle right now, not sure how long this will last, at least for quite a while more I reckon. I’m starting to love my life again. A girl definitely needs her passion to stay alive, really “alive” !

I slept lesser hours, and feels tired all the time. I sway and slam my head against the windows during my bus journeys. Quite embarrassing. Ha. I’ve make it a point to finish up whatever i can at night, and go to bed before 11pm, so as not to affect my office work. And of coz, not to look like a panda. A girl definitely needs her beauty sleep!

I’m starting to gain back the weight that I lost. Maybe its true, happy people tends to be chubby. I went shopping again. It was great. GSS doesnt have much impact, all the stuff I bought wasnt on sale. Love my new Stussy cap, even though I havent got a chance to wear it yet. Mphosis’ prices are getting steep. Trying not to buy stuff from Zara anymore. My heart ached when i stepped into Bysi. Tops that I bought from Zara 1 month ago, will suddenly appear in Bysi with a cheaper price tag, even with more color choices! Just found out yesterday that Forntieer has Zara-inspired-clothings too tagged with credit-card-friendlier-numbers. Shopping kills time, a great form of exercise, keeps you focused on your target, creates good relation bonding, makes you feel happy, reminds you to stay in shape, and motivates you to earn more money. I dunno why guys doesnt see all these advantages. A girl definitely needs her shopping therapy!