Mess

I’m feeling disgustingly sick.

I miss my holiday ~~

Why is my room still so messy!

Its the time of the month again which i am being reminded that being a girl sucks :<

Should i get that laptop cooler? It feels that my compaq is going to explode anytime soon.

December is going to be an extremely busy month for me. Everything feels so unsettled.

I think i need 30 hours a day.
8 hours for sleeping.
3 hours for traveling.
2 hours for meals.
1 hour for bejewel.
1 hour for shower/toilet.
16 hours for work.

24 hours more…

Yippie!

24 hours more before i board on the plane for a 5D4N getaway…

Can’t wait. A long list of shopping buys scrolling in my head right now.

But… i still have so much stuff to finish before i can fly off. Arrhh.. Madness.

 

Quote of the night

I couldnt agree more.
This quote is so CORRECT!

“All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive, fattening or in love with someone else. “

 

Random Stuffs

Very randomly… …

On a random day, the blood donor decides to act as Optimus Prime.
I cant believe that his head is actually bigger than the mask.
Look at how his hair are standing out in the background.

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A random snack that i discovered.
Meiji Dippy is nice not only because of the nice packaging.
But because they have 2 dip flavours in every box!

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A random Sunday, on our way to Ramathai for lunch.
My niece trying hard to look as girly as possible in her butterfly headband.

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I finally finished the pair of boxers i made for Dear!
The very first piece of garment i made (not mentioning about the Barbie dresses i sewn when i was a Primary school kid). From measuring to drafting to cutting to pinning to sewing, a sense of accomplishment.
And very randomly, i sewn on a cute little bow onto the boxers.
Imagine the awkwardness when his mum wash the boxers for him.

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On a random bus that i took, there’s this guy in a pair of highlighter pink slippers.
It fits his feet perfectly so i’m sure that pair belongs to him.

Depressed.

Feeling quite depressed now. Coz of something i chanced upon.

I’m trying not to think about it.

Looking at happy pictures to cheer myself up.

I miss holidaying with the girls!

So many plans i have in my mind, but i just cant get them to be executed.
I think i need more luck!

Toothpaste in my Eye

It stings terribly to have toothpaste in the eye.

Don’t ask me how i manage to get into such a scenario. It just happens.

You know like Final Destination, one action leads to a reaction that triggers another action.
Its all chained together, and within a split second, tadaah, my favorite toothpaste got into my eye.

Great, i brushed my teeth with a swollen and red and teary eye.
Aren’t toothpaste suppose to be mint? So cooling till it stings my eye like HELL~

Its gonna be a phobia for me every time i brush my teeth while showering. Insane.

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I manage to satisfy my meatball crave. I like going to IKEA. It feels so colorful … free and aspiring.

I should be making a trip down again soon to get that storage box, and hopefully by then, the laptop table will be available. It feels so amazingly right to sit in that chair. The curve of the seat is so well designed that the body feels so aligned and snugged sitting in it. Its just perfect. No wonder the swivel chair is tagged at a price of $749. I wonder if that chair will still be available when i’m able to get a flat of my own.

I’m totally in LOVE with the Double Chocolate Crisps! Yummy.
That pink box definitely got my attention.
Don’t dare to open it up, i’m worried that i won’t be able to stop once i start.

Maybe i should find some recipes on Sweden cookies and try to learn them.

Tired

My eyes are so tired. Think my eyesight is getting poorer.

I forgot what i wanted to say in this post.

My mind is filled with meatballs now. Wonder if i could make a trip down to Ikea this weekend.

Havent been making use of the car, maybe i should start to. But i rather be a passenger then the driver.
Its so tiring to drive, and i have the tendency to ignore traffic lights.

Very randomly, i kind of like this photo. Pink, orange and blue.

Taken with my Sony camera.
My bf is getting so fat Time to assert more pressure on him.

Oh why did i started this post? What was it that i wanted to say? Arrh~~ Somebody save my memory!

Look, that’s ME!

Look, I appeared on Her World!

Somehow i wished my eyes can be bigger, and my cheeks are not so fat But there’s nothing i can do to change it, except for extra thick eyeliner and plastic surgery. I hate drawing eyeliner because its so troublesome to remove it. I wont do PS because i’m really scared of it.

Maybe using Bio-Essence’s products more religiously will help in enlarging my eyes and slimming my face.

On a side note, i tried to take this pic using my Sony T20, but it was so tough to get a good macro shot. So i whipped out my G10 and simply snapped. It was effortless to produce this image. Focusing was really good compare to my Sony compact. I’m loving  my Canon more and more each time i used it.

Yet, another big purchase

Yes, i have been making big purchase non-stop.

Ever since i got my new laptop, i have been spending big money.

CQ20, BKK trip, LV Palmero, Pixon, Guangzhou trip, Bintan trip, Sewing Machine and loads of other stuff i tried my best not to remember.

The BKK trip wasnt cheap, just because i very much wanted to get out of the country at that time, the tickets that we have gotten was rather expensive. But it was worth it. I couldnt remember was it a 3 days or 4 days trip. I got to eat and buy like a King. I made 2 separate trips down to Naraya, everything inside is so cheap and tempting. And i bought enough Wacoals to last me till next CNY. Yippie.

Palmero i just have to get it because dear YW was in Paris for her honeymoon. So much money i can save so why not!

Bintan trip was a luxurious getaway. We stayed in a pool villa with seafront view. Indra Mayang is so so nice to stay in. Its the best resort i’ve ever stayed in. Having our own pool, our own kitchen, and our on buggy. Of coz the best part is the great company. Aiya.. i miss the place so much.

I made this pic for the girls, and it seems that they love this picture as much as i do I must try to post more pictures up!

Aiya.. dunno since when i have become so naggy. Typed so much still have not mentioned about my new purchase. So excited. Need to wait 2 hours for battery to be fully charged. Still have no chance to fiddle with it yet.

Tadaah.. i just swiped my credit card for this handsome little guy today. I got it at a good price! Any tips and tricks for this camera? Please share with me.

I finally did it!

I finally did it. After all this while, after so long… i really did it.

I have to give up on shopping, i cant buy any luxury items for myself, i have to stopped going to all the good restaurants, i will not be able to go traveling anymore, i might have to worry on how to pay for my bills. It is all too frightening, so much to give up on, i almost cant bear to do it, i almost lost my courage.

Despite all these, i still did it, what i have been thinking about for the longest time of my life.

This must be the most daring decision i have ever made.

I cant imagine how i will be waking up with a smile on my face one month later.

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1^st June 2009

moi
Software Engineer
XXX

Dear K,

I am writing to formally notify you that I am resigning from my position as Software Engineer with XXX. My last day of employment will be 30^th June 2009, as per the responsibilities under the terms of my employment contract.

This was not an easy decision to make, on my part. The past 3 years have been very rewarding. I’ve enjoyed working for you and also with the team. I appreciate the opportunities I have been given at XXX and your professional guidance and support. I wish you and the company success in the future.

Yours sincerely,
moi

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To be precise, i have been in the company for 5 years. Such a long time.

I was just a young girl back then, with short hair and lotsa aspirations. Now, i’m so much older, with long hair and lotsa dreams abandoned.

I hope that i can get back my dream.

and I hope that i can survive without a stable income!